Last night my best friend came over and brought me cake....and some very good advice. She has a way of bringing me peace. Her advice was to pray. That simple. Pray together for my baby girl's eyes to open and to realize her value. I called on another of my old friends who I know has a very strong faith to join in the prayer circle. Now we have the power of praying moms and I feel at peace.
I start my new job tomorrow. I am a little stressed about that as well. I'm not worried about the work, I have confidence in my skills. I'm worried about the new people and new surroundings. I LOVE where I work and I don't want to leave. The plant closed last Friday so I have no choice. Our production was moved to a plant in Dallas. I guess we are lucky after hearing that the entire company sold to a Japanese firm. I am thankful that I was able to find something so quickly but still I worry. I will write tomorrow about how the first day goes. Closing down this place is so difficult. It is quiet and empty and sad. No production noise or people coming by my office to get coffee or candy. Just the few of us that are remaining for the next month to close out the books and disperse our records to various locations. I am going to work both jobs for a while. Split the day between the two. I'm tired already......
